soulofwolf

                                                 -=Reflections=- The first thing that I noticed was the unnatural stillness to the air. The seeming calm that laid over every aspect of existence at that precise moment felt more surreal than I had ever imagined anything could. Though I could feel the strength pouring from my body, I couldn’t help but pause to think how beautiful the world looked around me. However, before I get into that, I believe it is more practical to start at the beginning. I ask only that you endure my ranting for a few moments longer as I take you on a journey through my past. Let us start with where it all began.

Who Why When Where How Questions, Thoughts, Curiosity Like three blind mice, running through a maze We pass through the days of our lives, They say curiosity killed the cat With but nine lives to go I say satisfaction brought it back! One life to live Who am I? The Question is asked Searching out, for the ultimate reply The thought is pondered, inside the mind What is the thought? "Who am I?" The mind is searching, driven on, Led by curiosity 8 lives to go The answer? I am an individual One life to live Comtemplation, to seek out truth What truth is saught? Why am I here? like a drop of rain falling through the sky

I feel it calling to me, I hear it speaking my name. It shouts out to me, as if i know it by heart. I feel i've done it before, knowing though that i never will again. I look up to see its light, embrace what it offers to show me. Taking it into my hands, welcoming it into my heart. I look kindly upon its face, knowing now i am finally whole. For my dearest friend has come back to me, death i welcome thee home

A shadowed heart, a twisted soul, that's what i am to thee. bleeding, broken, left unwhole, suffering is mine for eternity. you left me laying to the side when i strived to be in your arms you pushed me out of your hateful life when i chose to keep you from its harm and now the time has come to pass, as hated as it may be for now i turn my back on you when you finally needed me!

H aving one thought always driving you E ternally seeking that which cannot be found A scention calls your very name V iolating the neutral ground E lectric pulses fill your veins N ever letting you get down L iving life to touch the heavens Y our thoughts waiting to be found A lways racing to your goals S laying that which slows you down C utting through the webs of life E ach one that holds you down N ow that you've climbed that dreaded path T rue heaven has been found!!!

Wandering eternally, fading from here going forth to there never stopping always going sliding about through life yet having no life to live what truly is a restless soul but a soul with nothing to give. No thoughts to be held forth and cherished no fears to hold you back always seeking for something when not knowing what you lack moving on through destiny gliding to your dreams yet cursed with the life of a restless soul for your dreams always remain unseen.